BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :)

Moved from Lupao to Balanga this morning :)
(So yes I'm in Balanga now)

Christmas was nice.
Can't say it was awesomazing cos honestly, like how everybody else feels, Christmas is just so cold nowadays - both literally and figuratively.
Still, yes, we shan't forget the reason for this celebration.

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS
&
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS CHRIST
:)



Moving on. Quick update.

I HAVE AN AMOEBA-INFESTED STOMACH.
AGDUIJWDIHEUDHE D: D: D:
Refer to my previous post.
So, yeah. I thought it was just diarrhea BUT NO.
Got myself checked a while ago and they found an infection in my system.
Turned out to be quite a quantity of amoeba moving about my gastric system (or I think only my stomach)
AJUJUJU. The thought is disgusting and it feels damn bad D: D: D:


I CRIED OKAY!
Okay yeah I do cry alot even when I just watch dramas but I don't normally cry when something's painful. I had 2 teeth extracted before at the same time and it didn't bother me at all. BUT THIS DID (and still is.. bothering me HAH)


What's even more sad is that it's the season for festivities and gatherings which means FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD and I won't be able to pig out as much as I want cos I'd barf and barf and barf and poop and poop and poop and have a terribleeee (take my word for it) stomach ache D:


Such a sad sad sad unfair life :(


But, yes, I am faithful and I stay faithful and I'll stay faithful.
God will get me through this :)
AMEN! :D


Update over.
Enjoy your hols, lovers!<3

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

'TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY.

Will be gone for a week or more :)
Contact me via sms. Kkk <3
Will update next year :P

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

WHEN FOOD COMES OUT FROM BOTH ENDS.

Title's quite gross, I know.

My stomach was really really badly upset this morning. I was groaning loud. It was painful. Arrgh.
Thank God it's all okay now and I'm all better now :)


2 days to Christmas! Can't wait.
Advanced happy birthday, Jesus Christ :)

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

THERE'S BEEN SOME CHANGES.

SO I GOT BORED AND I THOUGHT OF FINALLY CUSTOMIZING MY BLOG. BUT THE MOST I WAS ABLE TO DO WAS TO CHANGE SOME OF THE FONTS AND COLORS. HEH. YAY, ME.

I'D REALLY APPRECIATE ANYONE'S HELP.
YOU KNOW, A CUSTOMIZED CSS OR STH. *ehermRCeherm* XD

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

FORMSPRING.ME?

I'M BORED.
ASK ME WHATEVER.

CLICK HERE TO START INTERROGATING.
OR USE THE WIDGET ON THE SIDEBAR. HEH. HEH. HEE.

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

HAIR CUT <3

Ankeekee's been asking me to cut my hair since like months ago.

So, I did.
And also because it's actually getting heavy, literally. HAHA.

I just realized.
Funny how everything we do, even something as not so major as having a haircut, we find a need to update all our online accounts : Twitter, Facebook, blogs, blahhh.
So, main point.
The more accounts you make, the harder it'll be for you. HAHA.


So, here. Cos photos speak a thousand words.

webcam photos cos my phone's camera sucks and i'm a camera-less loser.

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

NOW I'VE GOT UBER RED MOSQUITO BITES

I found out one good reason to have a boyfriend/lover after getting locked out of my house a few nights ago:

to have someone who’d do whatever it takes to be with you and keep you company when you’re locked out of your own house in the middle of the night.

Korean drama, much? But, really..

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

PASKO NA, SINTA KO.

Ang daming holdap-an at krimen.

Ang gulo ng mga bagay-bagay patungkol sa nalalapit na eleksyon.

Ramdam na ramdam ko na ang diwa ng Pasko.

Sense the sarcasm.

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

Just a thought (cos I'm feeling a tad bit nationalistic and I think I'm beginning to care about the current events happening lately)

90TH POST. THERE MIGHT BE SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT THIS NUMBER.

I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHATSOEVER ABOUT POLITICS AND ANYTHING CONNECTED TO IT. I'LL JUST SAY WHAT I'VE GOT TO SAY AND IF MY FACTS AREN'T VERY STRAIGHT, DO KINDLY LEAVE A COMMENT SO I CAN, YOU KNOW, EDIT THE PART :)

THE NATIONAL ELECTIONS IS DRAWING NEAR AND WITH IT COMES THE USUAL FIASCO IT NORMALLY BRINGS (WITH IT. LOL)- KILLINGS, LOSS OF BALLOT BOXES AND WHATNOT. NOW, IF THE RECENT MAGUINDANAO MASSACRE'S GOING TO BE A PART OF THIS SOMEWHAT RUNNING TRADITION, THEN I MUST SAY THAT IT'S GONE TOO FAR. SO, JUST A THOUGHT..

Demokrasya. Kalayaan.

Saan pa't pinaglaban ng ating mga pambansang bayani ang ating kalayaan kung mismo'ng mga Pilipino rin ang magkakait nito sa kapwa niya Pilipino.

Paano na ang mga buhay na ibinuwis at mga pasakit na pinagdaanan ng mga lumaban para sa ating kalayaan kung hindi naman natin ito mapapakinabangan?

Malaya tayo'ng bumoto ng kung sino ang tingin natin ay karapat-dapat; at hindi iyon na ipinilit sa atin gamit ang baril at patalim.

Malaya tayo. 111 taon na tayo'ng malaya. Panahon na upang gamitin ang kalayaan na nakamtan natin.

(I'm quite unsure of some of the words. Sorry, my Filipino's gotten a little rusty.. =.=")

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

I'M TUMBLING NAO.

PAT @ TUMBLR

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

CAN YOU SAY, YAY?

I'M HOME :)

So, before blabbering about our delightful time in the airport, I'll talk about prom.

MY FEET DIED. Stupid peep-toes (though they WERE really really cute)

Prom was fun. If it was more or less fun than expected, I can't really tell. It was fun, that's about it. I guess cos I've been thinking of our airport escapade afterwards the whole time.

SO, NOW. AIRPORT <3

I love the airport. Love how it makes me feel. It makes me feel happy. Cos I know that I'm going to be with someone I love whenever I go there. Either I'm going home or I'm fetching someone who's visiting me. I like it. I like the feeling.

So, PIJA (Pat, Ivana, Jesslyn, Ankeeta) plus Cindy and Kikita and Vanchi went to the airport after prom. But not really directly after prom. We went back first to revive our dead feet. Freshened up and finished packing. So we were done around 1am? Then off we went.

Had a meal at McD @ T3. Then stayed on the seats beside it to nap. Everyone slept and, as usual, I camwhored. Photos are with Vanchi, in her sexy professional DSLR. Oh, we watched Paranormal Activity first but we all got bored and I guess we were all so tired so, yeah.

Woke up everyone around 5:30 for Buni, Wongso and CePe to check in cos their flight's at 7. We went back to T2 and stayed at Starbucks. My sayangs stayed with us for a while in Starbucks after checking in but left after some time. So there were goodbye hugs and b-byes. I hate saying goodbye.

Watched Glee with Ankee while Vanchi and Kikita were sleeping then took a nap when Ankee's laptop died. So basically that was the only nap I had so far. My sleeping habits and body clock are now totally screwed up.

Went to check in with Nica around 8 something. Had problems checking in cos I didn't have my dad's credit card and passport photocopies. The check-in guy said, "Okay then, fly tomorrow." Turned out to be a joke but it was so not joke-ish when he said it. Must learn how to deliver punchlines, can? But everything was fine soon after cos the man in charge solved the problem. Thanks, man-in-charge.

Too lazy to go on. I guess you know what happened next.

Ankee and her laptop.

Kikita and Vanchi sleeping.

The pretty girl, camwhoring.

I've been home for more than 12 hours and I still have some habits I got from living in Oldham. Like, I push my bathroom faucet when it's supposed to be twisted and turned.

I got home late last night 'cause my parents took me and my brothers straight to Duty Free from the airport 'cause they're we're going shopping. So I got back late last night, had a quick tour thanks to Sam (cos our house got, like, renovated and so almost everything's new to me)

I cleaned and tidied up my room once I got in. I wiped my desk and close like crazy. Again, something I got from Oldham Hall because of all those quarterly Spring Cleaning and my once in a blue moon personal cleaning. But, wag ka, when I actually clean my room (though it's not very often...) I do CLEAN it. Like, CLEAN CLEAN it. Like, scrub scrub wipe wipe disinfect with alcohol CLEAN. HOHOHOHO.

I cried during take-off yesterday. I guess I was just overwhelmed.

I was sad; I'm starting to miss my friends and I'm sad that I'm not going to see them for almost 2 months and I'll really miss them alot cos I've been so used to those suckers.

I was happy; I'm so excited to go home after having been away for almost a year.

I was pissed; it's been a really rough week with all the time pressure on packing and doing last-minute things and I had a problem checking in because I didn't have the photocopy of my dad's credit card and I thought I'd be late for my flight cos I was still outside the gate when I heard the PA say "Last call for flight PR502".

I was grateful; cos in the end, God made a way when there seemed to be no way. He was there with me in everything. He got rid of my internal turmoils and all the stress and pressure.

He was with me. He'll forever be with me and knowing that made me grateful and happy, and at the same time disappointed with myself for not giving Him my full trust, for worrying about every problem that I've been through this past week.

My God's mighty to save. I'm home now :)

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

OLEVELS IS FINALLY OVER&DONE.

And here's a proof to show that it's actually the big monster we've always thought it was.

Done.


*PAT

& I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, "TRUE."

Now we wish we could do it all over again.
Be a kid. Be carefree.
When we couldn't care less.
When nothing bothered us.
When nothing else mattered besides having fun.

When we actually had a life.

Done.


*PAT

BY THE END OF THIS WEEK.

All that will be left is a stack of empty files - once stuffed with notes and test papers.

The last horrid paper's over. All that's left for me, given the blessing of a subject combi I have, are two MCQ papers on Thursday and Friday. That gives me 2 days to revise. Oh-suhmmm.


Weeks before O's were horrible. Quite. Thoughts of the papers kept me awake at night and woke me up in the morning. Seems like those lame parts in movies, right? But, seriously, it really happened to me.


I was scared. And if you know me well enough, it's really unusual. I was scared of the exams. I was scared of not getting the grades I went to get into the JC I want to go to; afraid that I won't be able to get into the JC I wanted to get into with my friends. Afraid that I'll end up in a different JC alone. Afraid that I won't make any new friends and I'll spend my whole 2 years in JC sad and lonely. Afraid that I won't be able to cope with the pressure, with the lifestyle. Afraid of every possible thing to be afraid of. And I don't know why.

I guess I'm just not ready to let go of my life now. SC. Oldham. My roommates. My friends. The people surrounding me; the familiar faces I see everyday. I'm scared of losing everything. Scared of starting new. I'm scared of the change that I know would be inevitable once I come back next year after the hols. I'm really really really scared. Really scared. And it's eating me up.

I can't let go. Pathetic as it may sound, I just can't imagine myself living away from everyone. I've gotten used to everything here already that I can't imagine living anywhere else with any other people. (I mean except for home cos you know, home is where the heart is. Lols. Now back to being emo!) I don't know if I'll be able to have the same relationship with the new group of people that I'm going to meet next year. Don't know if my roommates next year will ever be as bonded and as comfortable with each other as how my roommates are now. I don't know if I'll be able to make any new friends in my new school and if I'll be able to fit in. I'm scared, dammit, and it's so not healthy for my self-confidence.
*"I'm egoistic, I'm conceited, I have no shame" repeat it to yourself, Pat. And once again*

I know I won't be able to keep things as they are and that we all need to move on to progress in life and that change is an inevitable thing and yadda yadda yadda. But to all my friends I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT WE'RE ALL GOING TO STILL HANG OUT A LOT NEXT YEAR OKAY AND KEEP IN TOUCH AND REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY, I WANT PRESENTSSS OKAY AND LET'S VISIT EACH OTHER REGULARLY OKAYY.
I don't know what to do without you, suckers. You all define me. You make me what I am.
You complete me.(Okay, this last one's just plain cheesy)


Quoting from my EOY post last year.

THANK GOD.
:D
He's really mighty to save.
&because of Him, I never worried.

I never found anything to worry about :)
because I believe that
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength."
Philippians 4:13


All you've got to do is PRAY :DDD
"Do not be anxious about anything,
but in everything, by prayer and petition,
with thanksgiving,
present your requests to God.
And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your minds.."
Philippians 4:6-7

AMEN :)

Done.
May God bless you, always :)


*PAT

I'M BACK AND BLOGGING!

This year's mugging photo.
(See last years EOY blogpost)
I'm making this a tradition now :3

HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO~
After almost 2 months of blogging hiatus (kind of), I'm finally back!XD

Yay yay yay! So why was I gone for quite a long time anyway? I was focusing on my O's, revising and studying very hard (quite.. not very.. but quite. heh) and so yes I left without a warning. But who cares anyway, right?
Not like anyone's interested in what I have to say all the time. Heh. *emode, emode*

So, there's been loads of things that's come up lately. Quite.

For starters, I lost my wallet just minutes before our school's Olevel briefing. Gahr. And all my cards were in there. Plus that letter, that uber short note that I've been keeping in my wallet for more than two years now. HOHHHH DDD: *sigh* Well, I've moved on. I'm all better now. Good thing all my photos aren't in there anymore.. I think. Hohhhh DDD:

Whuddd elsee-uh? Oh yeah hor, OLEVELS. (Hoho, "yeah, hor" Sheesh)

There's the big O's monsters. I'll show you a proof once O's is over!!
It's really really freaky. Well, not really. Quite lah, but nah. Hoho. I used lah.

The first week went by so fast - first day was English and the rest of the days were Maths papers.
IT'S OVERRRR!!
I guess they made it that way to make us suffer more for the second week, which is this past week (which is, moreover, finally done!!!).
It was SS + Chem on day 1, Geog on day 3 (pity the Geog+Physics people :S) and finally Lit and Bio today (which was this afternoon so it's over now!!!)

I refuse to elaborate on the exams here on my blog - to rant about the stupid mistakes I think I've done, the things I wished I did and whatnot. I believe that whining about the exams when it's over is actually a waste of time cos, really, no matter how much you whine and grumble and complain about it, there's nothing you can do anymore. What you wrote on the papers won't change anymore; that's that and you can't do anything about it.

The best thing you can do is just to move on and take the remaining exams, rejoice during the holidays and come back all set to face your exam results with courage and an open mind.

If it's good, then well done; you've made all your mugging worth it.
If it's not as good as you hoped for, then perhaps it's just really what you deserved as, well, what you reap is what you sow right? You'd just have to accept it and do well in JC :)

No point crying over it - well maybe a bit cos I know all of us worked so hard for this and I would understand a tinge bit of disappointment over results which wouldn't meet our own personal standards (take note, personal standards. It's all about what you think.) Oh goodness, I'm being so naggy now. Heh.
Reminder to self: Remember what Mrs. Chan said, Pat?

C'mon, it's my own opinion. No offense intended for anyone.

So. So. So. So. So. So. What else.

Oh, oh, oh. I'm loving Shinee now!:):)
After Ring Ding Dong, I've decided to dig in much deeper and so I found AMIGO.
Yaay, my Taemin's so awesome. Hoho.
*gets headshot by other fangirls*

Erm.

I've realized my ultimate picker-upper (aside from food, I think.) KPOPPPP :DDD &fangirling. Heh. I've been often depressed lately. Major. I think it was PMS. Dunno. Then I listened to Kpop and danced to it and it made me happy. And I went to find Kikita to fangirl with her, and that made me happy too. :)
So I want a Kpop group for my birthday next year, okay? HOHOHO.

Done.


*PAT

SERIOUS FLOOD IN THE PHILIPPINES.

it's even more serious in other areas. houses have been totally submerged under water.

Typhoon Ondoy came, bringing a month's worth of rain in just 6 hours.
"dumped a total of 455 millimeters of rain in Quezon City alone in 24 hours, compared to the 250 millimeters of rain that Hurricane Katrina brought to New Orleans in Louisiana in the United States in 2005." (source)
caused serious flooding in Metro Manila (submerged 80% of the area) and nearby provinces.
200+ reported dead. hundreds of thousands "displaced" (so far)
How you can help? Click the link and find out.
http://www.yanswersblogph.com/b4/2009/09/29/how-can-we-help-victims-of-typhoon-ondoy/


It's really very serious.
It never flooded in our place, ever. Even before when it rained for 3 days, non-stop. But now, it did. And the water even got inside our house which is at least a meter above the ground.
Let's all help&pray and pray&help, everyone.
I thank God that my family and friends are safe
but there's still alot of people out there waiting to be rescued.
So let's all pray for them.
and help those people in need by donating basic necessities.

I know I'm not in any way able to go home and help with the rescue operations going on and this is all I can do right now. But I hope this still helps.




Done.


*PAT

BDAY POST

"So, how old are you now?"
I pause.
"Errm. Seventeen.."


THE HORROR.
I'm getting older.
Older. Older.
I'm old.
I'm three years away from leaving teenage-hood for good.
(Ooh that rhymed)


I received less birthday wishes this year.
Sad :(
Might be because I changed my number last June so I lost other people's numbers?
I dunno. Maybe not.


But I'm still very really very thankful to everyone who wished me a happy birthday and those who sang birthday songs for me and those who gave me presents and those who even set up surprise parties for me (though they weren't very surprising, but still I was very touched awww) and simply to everyone who made me feel happy and warm and nice and special today (and yesterday, and the days prior to today) THANKS LOADS & I LOVE YOU ALL :)
and to those who didn't, make sure you'll get me extra special presents next year (and/or this coming Christmas >:D)



I really like getting notes. I like getting letters. They make me feel nice and special and loved especially when the message is touching (though it might sometimes be insulting at the same time)


It's also SNSD's HyoYeon's birthday today. Read about her fans putting up some large party for her on a Kpop blog. It would be really nice, being a celebrity like that. Your fangirls all over the world would be celebrating your birthday with you.
But then again, even if I'm not a famous Kpop star, I still have awesome friends who made sure that I had an awesome birthday. And I love them all for that. Aaaw.


My family arrived today (lol sounds like a parcel or sth)
I went out to have dinner with them.
Oh how I missed my dorky family. Yay. yay.
<3>


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND TO EVERYONE WHO RODE THE SAME TRAIN WITH ME TO EARTH THAT DAY :)
When God excessively blessed the Earth by letting an angel inhabit it.
Angel, me. Me. Okay? ME.

Done.


*PAT

ONE OF jAY’S CLOSEST FRIEND IN SEATTLE WROTE THIS ON HIS FAN PAGE FOR JAY

Source: http://kjpopbands.blogspot.com/2009/09/newsha-ji-won-fan-of-2pm-2ne1.html

“I’ve been keeping quiet for LONG ENOUGH! I set up this fan page as a friend of Jay. There is some few statement i need to clarify

1. Jay is being pressured to leave 2pm. I wouldnt use the word “forced” as “pressured” is more appropriate dont make me go in details on this.

2. MOST of the members of 2pm are quietly supporting on the boycott actions that K-hotties are doing now. One of the member told me WooYoung Cyworld message is to hint the Khotties to continue the boycott and fight for Jay, coz they (2pm members) also has been told not to back up Jay.

3. Jay’s wound is heeling on the previous days until JYP came out with another statement yesterday, which makes him fell into depression again. Please dont leaving message such as : JAY PLEASE COME BACk!. PROBLEM IS HE WANTS TO BUT HE CANT!

4. Friends like us has been helping him here and there hinting hottest that : Only fans can save Jay’s career now but it seems only 10% of the fans are paying attention on this. PLEASE READ THIS : ONLY FANS CAN SAVE JAY’s CAREER NOW!

5. Jay has been pouring all his hardwork for 4-5 years to become where he is standing now do you think he will give up coz of such matters and let everything go down the drain? He is really depressing now i chatted with him yesterday he even changed his display picture to an all dark screen. can u guys understand how he feels now?

6. Do you know how it feels..when you wan to tell the whole world about the truth but you just cant and all these is hurting you loved one? Im feeling VERY VERY HELPLESS thats why i am writing this.

7. and Yes, Jay has been reading all the comments in websites and all that you guys have been sending him and thats why he was able to feel better until the storm came yesterday. He was doubt about everything again. He is thinking of give up everything now. SO PLEASE HOTTEST, PLEASE TRY YOU BEST TO GET JAY BACK

8. Lastly, spread this.”


______________________________

KIKITAAAAAAAA!~

Done.


*PAT

LOVE, THE SELF-PROCLAIMED FANGIRL.

I found the lol-est and most accurate definition of fangirling so far in my attempt to answer my senior, ate Regina's question "what is fangirling????"

All thanks to Urban dictionary, I was able to give her an almost-accurate-yet-doesn't-really-apply-to-everyone-but-is-still-somewhat-true answer.
Pardon my long hyphenated adjectives. -.-

So, here it is.

FANGIRLING.

v. 1. the reaction a fangirl has to any mention or sighting of the object of her "affection". These reactions include shortness of breath, fainting, highpitched noises, shaking, fierce head shaking as if in the midst of a seizure, wet panties, endless blog posts, etc.

Oh, goodie goodie. Well, as for me, I only hyperventilate, shake and skip "as if in the midst of a seizure", make "highpitched noises" and blog about my fangirling fits.
No wet panties for me, thank you. That's just disturbing -.- :D

Done.


*PAT

FANGIRLINGGGG♥

PHOTOS OVERLOAD.
Kawaii~
None of the photos are mine.

CUUUTE 8D He's Thai, he's Thai! And his English is awesome! And he learned Korean! And he plays the piano! And his voice's damn nice! And he's so cute! XD

♥

lol at 2nd pic!!XD

&he does this pose! <333

hahahahaha!

eeeh~ XD

Teukie! So cute~XD

HAAAA ♥

lol Hyukkie's ♥

KKKKKKKKK!
I need to go now. Gahhhhh XD

Done.


*PAT

PSEUDOROMANCE.

I've been fangirling alot again lately.

Watched Hannah Montana the movie and Made of Honor consecutively two nights ago. Then I watched The Holiday the following morning.




aaaaah8D the dimples, the dimples!

Liked Lucas Till alot cos of his, quoting RC, "all-American boy charm" though Ankeeta and Asri might not completely agree since they believe that his face is not in proportion. But he's really very cute and charming. He makes the really cheesy nauseating lines seem sweet. Well, not really. Let's just say that it's easier to tolerate those corny lines because he's saying it; you can just get lost in his nice blue eyes and not care about the movie anymore. No wonder even Mrs. Logan found him cute XD


he's so dreamyyy. but yeah, he's old. still dreamy anyway XD


Fell in love with Patrick Dempsey. I've never watched Grey's Anatomy or any of his other tv shows or movies so I really knew nothing about him aside from the obvious fact that he's good-looking. So I watched Made of Honor and I loved him cos he's really cute and charming and his lines were funny and witty and he gave justice to his character and he's just so.. dreamy ^^ Even though his voice isn't manly low XD


looks + the British accent. yay. XD

And then came Jude Law. I've always liked Jude Law. He's hot, that's why. So I guess there's not much I can say about him.


dorky, dorky XD

Oh, yeah. I watched He's Just Not That Into You with Jesslyn last night and I liked Justin Long. Hah. He's really cute. Gigi and him looked cute together. 8D


aaaaaah, kawaii~

Oh, yeah. Even before watching all these movies, Kikita introduced Nickhun to me. And I fell in love. HAHA. I even made him a song ^^ Sounds like an obsessed fangirl much?
Anyway, yes. He's cute. And he's funny. I didn't really like him before. The first time Kikita showed me his photos, I found him cute. But after watching his videos and seeing how funny and dorky he is.. :D

______________________________

I guess it's just really more convenient to fangirl.
The guy's not real - well he is but there's not a high possibility that you're ever going to meet him - so there's no chance of getting hurt. There's a sense of security that no matter how much you hyperventilate over the person, there's nothing you can lose and there's no way you can get hurt. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
It's like having a Furby instead of a pet dog.
The Furby's way cuter though it doesn't really breathe and it can't really interact with you like a real pet can. But it won't die. And you won't ever cry over it cos it won't ever die. Sure, it can run out of battery. Your younger brother might smash it into pieces. But there really won't be any connection between the two of you and you can't love it the way you can love a real dog so you won't get attached to it too much and there wouldn't be any pain inflicted by its loss.
Too much run-on sentences there, yes. And even in this whole blog post.

But I guess you see what I mean.
_______________________

Done.


*PAT

DON'T MESS WITH THE NERD.

Hardcore mugging should have supposedly started last week.
It's been a week since last week but all the mugging I've done so far was answering a few revision papers.. and that's it.

The thing is, for me, the enthusiasm to study is only a spur of the moment thing.
One minute, I'm planning on starting mugging non-stop and I'm actually seeing myself working hard. But after a while, I go back to my usual slacker self and, well, slack off.

Mugging is just not my thing.
Studying IS my thing. But studying isn't enough.
Yes, there's a difference.

*highlight. delete*

I was gonna say something about examinations back home and here and how studying is so much more important than mugging but I thought of something and figured it's best to just not.

I guess a high standard of education simply requires a high level of examinations.
And in this world wherein change is inevitable and you'd just have to bloody deal with it, there's nothing much you can do but eat whatever is served to you on the platter.
I actually used bloody and I'm talking of about food again.
I just typed "of" before realizing it should be "about" Dammit. My English is seriously dying. CPR, please. CPR.

But then there's just one thing to remember.
Adapt. Just adapt.
Not conform. Or at least completely conform.

....

This sucks. Everything sucks.
I hate everything! I hate everything!
Bipolar much?
Nahh, it's just PMS.


I'll be back when all of my deteriorated uterine lining's completely discharged.
:)

Done.


*PAT

WHAT'S WITH ALL THE FUSS.

I sigh.

Done.


*PAT

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GOES TO SLEEP.

So I've been gone for a while.
And now I'm back.
Duh, obviously.

I've been very very very and is still really really really excited to go home.
87 more days to go, baybeh.

But 17 days before that, I must first face the big Os.
It sucks. Bigtime.

I've never been grade conscious.
I never cared if I screwed up. I never bothered about my tests.
But, honestly, I'm feeling the pressure now.
The creeping pressure.
Guess it's been there all this while. I was just either oblivious or unyielding.
I guess it's the latter.
And it's really difficult.
I've always thought that those pressurizing speeches disguised as pep talks would never move me.
But I guess I was wrong.

It might be the wake up call I've been praying for.
I've always thought I needed help. Perhaps someone or something to make me work harder.
Help came and I felt I was getting there.
But my attempts remain futile.
I guess it's never been enough.

Just like how you wonder why you can't ever make the basketball go into the hoop
when you're not even exerting enough force to get it in.
I suck at analogies.

And so I sulk. I sulk. I sulk.
And then I eat ice cream and everything turns bright and gay.


I screwed up.
I'm now moving on.
I'd never ever repeat the same mistake ever again.
So help me, God.
Amen :)



/I believe. I believe. I believe./

Done.


*PAT

IT'S WHEN YOUR LIMBS AND TORSO HURT.

Body pain.
Extreme body pain.
It's worse than NAPFA.
It doesn't hurt as much now though.
Slowly recovering.
Heh.


So, yesterday. 08 August 2009.


Jenny tortured me in the morning. We went jogging to Novena and back.
I jogged better than before so I'm actually happy about that.
But I guess my legs and feet would beg to differ.

I had some hours of rest, around 3 or so.
Then I was off to NUS with Anna, ate Candice, Hannah, Kat and RC for the Seniors' Farewell organized by our juniors, Batch 10!:D
So we had the usual, though not very usual, games and we ate and we camwhored.
Laughtrip to the max all thanks to all the awesome Pinoy iskolars. HAHA.
Btw. Batch 9 would have so won the trip to Jerusalem game if not only just because.. well, uhm.. just because.
Batch9 rocks. Cos love matters!<3
HAHAHAHA!XD

It ended at around 5. Went back to the hostel for the inter-house pirate-themed Night Race.
I thought conquering the 7 seas is no biggie but, yeah, I was wrong.
All the running, games and post-event thingimajigs may have seemed like all fun last night but not this morning (and until now, apparently. I moved a bit to lie on my bed and my back and everything else hurt) I'm not exaggerating, really. It's worse than NAPFA.

With a night event comes lightsticks and I got 2 last night.
I gave up one, though. We placed it in a lamp in one station. The pirate in charge said we'd get extra points. But we didn't. Another pirate in charge said that if we'd laugh at his joke, he'll give us extra points. We laughed damn hard. But we didn't get extra points.
I felt so cheated..
HAHA.
The Quidditch match was a bit disappointing too. Ask Neha; she'll know.
She was furious last night. But it was for the house anyway so I guess it's not a bad thing; her being mad, I mean. lolXD

Losing is okay and acceptable but losing with apparent injustice and bias imposed by (those who must not be mentioned) is downright frustrating.
Sorry, but it is. Well, I guess it's just me. Don't get me wrong, though. I'm not blaming anyone. I'm just saying what I felt. I'm already over it. Heh.

Anyway, back to the light sticks. So I had one left. And then Emma gave me another one since she had like 4 on each wrist. But then I just realized last night when I got back to my room that I only had one left D: I lost the one Emma gave me T.T
But, well, I still have one left to add into my light stick cup :)
In the end, the light stick continues to light on pretty-ly :)
And that makes me happy:)
Notice the smileys? Yes, cos I'm happy. HAHA.

I love light sticks.
I love how it awesomely exudes its neon-ity (sorry for the made up words HAHA)
when it's dark.
Too bad it doesn't last very long.
Like all of the other light sticks in my light stick cup.
Sad. Tragic. Really.

Moving on.
So we were the 2nd or 3rd house to get back to the dining hall first. But in the end I think we got 5th place. Still happy anyway. I don't mind the not being on top part (also since I really think we would've won more games if everything was fair *gets slapped*)
What's important for me is, though it would be extremely cliche and shit, having fun with my house on the last house event of the year.

I'll miss Green House terribly.
But we shall not fret cos we'll be having loads more unnecessary house meetings with muffins provided by Ms. Susan and donuts by Ms. Siew Geok!
And we haven't had our Wii activity from Mr. Herwin, right? HAHA.

GREEN HOUSE ROCKS. OKAY!♥


Anyway. Moving on.
Yesterday was filled with Kpop.
Seniors' Farewell had Sorry Sorry and Nobody
and then we danced to Nobody during the post-event dance last night.
Oh how I love Kpop♥

Getting too long.
I'll finish this blog in a jiffy.

So yesterday's been really tiring and GAHHH.
Not to mention my hair, especially my fringe, being rather stiff in the end due to the green hair spray.. and the succeeding hairspray retouches which followed (and there were lots. We went crazy with the hairspray cans. HAHA) and blahblahblah.

So it's been tiring and really unglam but, hey, it will pass.
My body would soon stop aching and I'd get my voice back and my hair's all good now after showering last night (oh, yeah, my body too. washed off of all the sweat and grime8D)
But in the end, what's important is, and it would sound very cliche and cheesy again, the fun we had and the memories we had together that we'll treasure forever (and it rhymesXD)

So, there.
It's all good:)

Done.


*PAT

IT'S COMING.

IN 2MONTHS AND 2DAYS.
IT'S ON THE 22nd.

YOU'D KNOW THAT IF YOU REALLY CARE.
IF YOU'RE A REALLY UBER AWESOME FRIEND.
OR IF YOU'RE ONE OF MY 5673292864 (AND COUNTING) STALKERS.

YIPEE. YIPEE. YIPEE.


SO I'M TURNING 7TEEN.
AND I FIGURED POSTING A WISHLISHT.


♥ MONTH IF NOT A YEAR'S SUPPLY OF MARSHMALLOWS

♥ HUGE STUFFED STITCH
- I DON'T REALLY LIKE PLUSH TOYS BUT I JUST WANT TO HAVE ONE. HEHHH.

♥ LEE DONGHAE, FRESH FROM SOUTH KOREA.
- YOU CAN ADD THE REST OF SUJU TOO.


OKAY, THIS SUCKS.
I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO ADD ON TO THE LIST.
D:

I GUESS JUST LOTS OF BIRTHDAY GREETINGS&WISHES WILL DO(:

& SIGNIFICANT IMPROVEMENT IN, IF NOT TOTAL, POVERTY ALLEVIATION AND WORLD PEACE IF THAT'S NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK.

+ THE CESSATION OF WORLD-WIDE "MAN-CAUSED" ENVIRONMENTAL DEGRADATION AND UNLAWFUL ANIMAL ABUSE.

Done.


*PAT

BADBOYS.

"Yale, the only thing she wanted more than me. That would be painful"

-Chuck Bass.
Oh, how I love him. I LOLed when he said this :)))


Got a new celeb crush.
Sonny With a Chance's Sterling Knight!
Well, it's the character who I actually like
- Chad Dylan Cooper.
Again, like all the others, he's funny and dorky<3
And his mouth's like Jaejoong's!!! REALLY!!!XD


That's all. My love interest list update.
Got nothing much and interesting enough to blog about. Gahhh.


My English. It's deteriorating.
I tell you. It really is.


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♥.
Someone who'd form hearts
from staple bullets for me.
That's what I'd like to see.

Done.


*PAT

THISISNOTAHATEBLOG.

I've been quite irritable these past days, if not these past weeks or maybe these past months or at least ever since I've been aware that I've been. There's just things that get on my nerve, and some of these things I've finally noticed this past week. I mean no offense to anyone who'd actually feel offended; I'm simply sharing my opinion - cos that's what blogs are for, yes? And this is my blog.

Here they are, randomly listed.

1. BUSY, DND PLUS "don't even dare bother me lest you'll taste death"-kind-of-threats STATS.
If you're really THAT busy, then what's the point of going online? If you don't want to be bothered THAT much, then why not just sign out or at least go invi? Really, what's the point?

2. WHAT'S THE POINT OF WEARING A HEADBAND?
The second one gets me asking "What's the point?" too. I don't get it why people wear headbands yet they let their hair cover the whole okay I'm exaggerating half of their face. Really, what's the point of wearing a headband? Fine, I've done that but, hellooo, I was just camwhoring then. And I actually pushed back the rest of my hair and only left my fringe. When people do it that way then it's acceptable, IMO. But wearing your headband in a way that defeats its purpose? It would surely be embarassing when someone tells you "You don't know how to wear a headband, don't you?" in front of a number of people. Well, I guess you really don't anyway.

3. LOLing ALONE, LOUDLY. AND TOO MUCH.
It's just.. scary. I LOL alone when I'm watching my much-loved funny SuJu videos but I only laugh real loud when it's really really funny. But when you laugh THAT loud when you're alone and you laugh almost every minute, it actually gets irritating. Sorry, but it does. It's understandable when you're LOLing with people but when you're alone.. Well, try and catch my drift.

4. PEOPLE WHO CUT IN, ONLY TO SAY STUPID IRRELEVANT THINGS.
You'd know when it actually makes sense and when it doesn't. You know when it's actually necessary and when the person's just trying to get everyone's attention. Really, there are such people. And they just make me raise my left eyebrow. It might be funny at first sometimes but it get's annoying, trust me. So stop it, please. *insert smiley face here*

I don't actually hate the people who do these things. It's just what they do that irritates me.
What I've said is just my opinion. You have yours, I have mine. Respect mine and I'll respect yours.
But of course it would be so awesome if we'd actually agree on some things;-) HAHAHAHA. BI.

Just for the record, I'm not being bitchy here.
And I'm not trying to point out anyone in particular.
Guilty? Well then, glad I was able to help. ;-)



Done.


*PAT

UPDATE. UP LATE.

Random. Starts here.

I love my roommates♥

"No, Paka. No"
"Don't worry, Tatsu. When you grow up, you'll show that old Puno."
-Wongso
You won't really get it unless you have The Whale Rider as your set text for Olevels Lit.

Jesslyn&Wongso, talking to each other in Indonesian/Hokkien. Getting louder and louder.
Ankeeta: Yay! Fight! Fight! Fight!

Wongso with her unintentional innuendos.
EVERYNIGHT.
Or perhaps she's just trying to convince us that she's innocent.


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My right hand, which I right at this moment officially name Righter (get it? Right+writer. Am I smart or am I brilliant?), almost died today. All thanks to three tests in one afternoon. The first one's Geog which tortured Righter for 40 minutes. Next one's AMath which lasted for 2 hours and 30 minutes, immediately followed by an hour-long English compo paper. Hello, Righter. All you still alright?

Righter still needs to brace himself (or herself. Currently experiencing an identity crisis) for another English compo paper tomorrow - a longer one, I believe so.


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There's this newly opened Singapore-style restaurant in Manila. At the Oceanarium, if I read and remember correctly. Go check it out. I highly recommend ROTI PRATA!;-) The restaurant's called MAKANSUTRA, again if I read and remember correctly.


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Prelim's coming in 19 days, according to Nica. Yes, she knows my test date more than I do. I should really start caring more.. Anyway, there'll be no test until Prelims itself. So.. gahh, fine. Must not slack all the time. Erm erm, okay. Hardcore mugging starting next week, yes? I'm in dire need of an impetus, really. Something. Anything.


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I've come up with my official requirements for a lifetime partner.
Just hope I'd be able to actually find one in this lifetime.

EITHER.

1. Korean celebrity who sings and dances very well and who's also really funny.
Think Donghae, Eunhyuk (sorry, Kristen><), HonGi

OR

2. A real-life version of Aladdin;-)


Will be updated or altered if certain circumstances permit.


*sigh* I need to learn to like boys first.
Real boys. Real non-Korean boys.
Real non-Korean, non-celebrity, normal boys.
Oh deymm.
I don't like boys.

______________________


I`m happy:-)
For myself.
For her.
For them.
For you.
For everyone.

Then I start to cry.
Wtf.

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END.

Done.


*PAT