27.11.08

HERE'S TO MY 28TH BLOG POST.

Songs I'm listening to right now.
Like, as in, right now.

Opened my Music folder.
Ctrl+A.
Play All.
Shuffle
.




Go Deep - Janet Jackson

We go deep
And we don't get no sleep
Cause we be up all night
Until the early light




That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings

Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?






Grand Theft Autumn - Fall Out Boy

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.

Maybe he won't find out what I know:

you were the last good thing about this part of town.



Pressure - Paramore


Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just dont let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again





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Haha. Lame post -.-



*PAT


25.11.08

MY LIPS HAVE SCARS.

It's been 2weeks.
How's everything been going?
'It's been
good, so far,' I always say
But really. How good is
good?




My blog got merely 4 hits today.
And probably one of those would be me.
So, I actually only got 3hits -.-

Oh, great. That's just great.
Haha. Hey, I'm not being bitter about it.
lol.




Have been pigging out almost everyday.
I couldn't help it. There are lotsa food. Srslyyy.
Gahhhh. But I've really been trying to lose weight.
Been looking at my old photos back in 2007 before I left for S'pore.
Oh golly, was I slim not this fat. -.-





I ate a Taiwanese mooncake.
Nyahaha XD
Reminded me of Mike He.
Gahrrr. Really, everything's about him now.
I kid. I kid. I'm just over-exaggerating XD





Done.




*PAT



22.11.08

GROCERY SHOPPING

SM Hypermart.
WiFi-ing in Life Coffee & Tea
Bwahahaha. Wanna know the password? lol. Kidding luhh! XD


Waiting for my mommy to finish paying for all the stuffs we bought.


Our way of shopping today was different.
My mom first went by herself to buy things we need at home while my 6-year-old (I think) brother and I stayed here in the coffee shop.
Then it was our turn when she was done putting everything that's necessary in the shopping cart.
Then off went my brother and I to put whatever we please in the cart XD
Like tons of snacks, snacks and more snacks.
It was fun. Being able to just choose and throw in anything we want.
But I think my mom's going to pick out and leave some of the things we chose anyway. XD


So that was it. Now I'm back here in the coffee (and tea XD) place with my brother (who's already in his pj's) who's been running around all this time.

Sugar rush, sugar rush.
Kids.
XD


Done.



*PAT

20.11.08

AND NO ONE CAN SAY 'I'M CHUCK BASS' BETTER THAN HIM.

GUESS WHAT?
WELL, YEAH, IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S UNEXPECTED.


ED WESTWICK.
ONE OF 2008'S SEXIEST MEN ALIVE.

YES. HE'S NOT THE SEXIEST OF THE SEXIEST.
HUGH JACKMAN GOT THAT TITLE.



ED WESTWICK

How does Gossip Girl's bad boy sum up his dating style at 21? "I'm childish at times, passionate, a little crazy, I guess," he says. "And I pride myself on being one of the last romantics." Oh, and ladies, just FYI: "My weakness is the neck – when girls get too close to my neck, crazy things start to happen."


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GAHH. K.
Must figure out how to get near him first, then.
XD



Ahh, Chuck.
Yes, it fits him better. IMO.

I just wish they used a more gorgeous photo of you for this one.





*PAT

REDUNDANCY.

Have just finished watching Devil Beside You.
Another Taiwanese Drama with Mike He playing a role with the same personality as the one he portrayed in Why Why Love.
Ooooh. Being a devil fits him so well. Love love love xO



GAAAAHHHH.
I cried during the last episodes again -.-
POTS. Dinaig ko pa si Qui Yue at Ahmon xD
I srsly cried my eyeballs out XD
I cried less than how much I did when I watched Why Why Love, though xO



MIKE AND RAINIE HAD A HELL OF A LOT OF KISSING SCENES!!!!
+ a bed scene =.=

(even if it was short. and it was only of them kissing on the bed xP)
DEYMMIT!! -.-
It's green due to envy.
Oh jealousy. sweet, sweet, sweet jealousy.
GRRRR XD




MIKE HE'S THE EPITOME OF HOTNESS
AND DEVIL-NESS AND SWEETNESS AND
GAAAHHHHRRRR
THE DREAMIEST GUY ONE CAN EVER DREAM OF.



NOW I'M CERTAIN THAT,
UNLIKE THE PAST DRAMAS THAT I'VE WATCHED BEFORE,
IT'S NOT THE CHARACTER WHOM I LIKED.
IT'S ACTUALLY THE ACTOR HIMSELF.
'CAUSE HE'S DAMN FUNNY AND ADORABLE IN THE
BEHIND-THE-SCENES AND BLOOPERS.
Same as Kingone XD


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Mike He.

Wo xi huan ni ^^


Wo yao ni!!!!!
[Hala. Despo!!! XD]


Ni shi wo de!!!!
[this is plain creepy. take note of the exclamation pointS XD]
But then it's sweet when he's the one saying it XD


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LALALALALALA.
MIKE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE.
IT RHYMES!!! XD





*PAT


16.11.08

FINISHED WATCHING WHY WHY LOVE

Have just finished watching it last night.
Well..early this morning XD
Sheeet..

Wo yao Huo Da..

XD



Here I go again.
Captivated. Wishing. Dreaming.

It's like Princess Hours all over again.



Done.



*PAT

12.11.08

TAIWANESE DRAMA ONCE MORE.

Was 'researching'
(like what I always do with every drama series I watch. Got it from Ggine, btw XD)
about Why, Why Love which is the Taiwanese Drama I'm currently watching
when I came across this forum with the topic 'Who's the Cutest (drama series) Couple?'


As I scrolled down, I read typical expected answers - most of which I agree on like
MingDao-QiaoEn, Rain-SongHyeKyo, MatsumotoJun-InoueMao, JooJiHoon-YoonEunHye
Then I saw this one..

JAEHO~~~~!!!!!! Image



MUHAHAHAHAH!!!!! lol! jk! but yeah...they really are like cute bro's together! FIGHTING DBSK~~!!!!! Image


and this one..


G-RI. G-Dragon and Seung-ri. ;D


Kikita~ Explain!!! XDDDD




Wahahaha. Anyway, I'm loving Why Why Love. Weeheehee XD




Done.



*PAT

9.11.08

TO CLARIFY THINGS AND TO APOLOGIZE.

Someone left a message on my blog's chatterbox which disturbed me.


Hey Patricia, please be sensitive to your Singaporean friends who respect and love you as a friend and bother to come to read your blog by not actively voicing out how much you dislike Singapore. It really hurts and I bet you would feel damn angry and sad and disappointed if your foreign friends openly and insensitively (though subtly) said they did not really like your country too.



I'm sorry if I ever did blog something terrible about Singapore. I apologize if I ever "openly and insensitively (though subtly) said" that I did not really like Singapore. If I did that, please kindly direct me to that particular blog post because I can't seem to remember or I didn't realize that that certain post would mean that to some people. So, again, I'm sorry. :)


About my Singaporean friends. I love them all and I think they're really great and nice. I wouldn't want to hurt them and make them "feel damn angry and sad and disappointed" in any way. If I ever made them feel that way, I think they'd actually tell me directly. Well, I hope that's what they'd do so that I'd know :)



And to the kind and thoughtful person who wrote that comment and who made me know how she/he feels, thank you :) I just hoped that you actually wrote your name so that I'd know who you are :)


Again, I'm sorry. To clarify things, I don't really like like Singapore very much. BUT I don't not like Singapore too. Like most things, I'm simply okay with it. So sorry if I ever left that horrible and mean impression on other people. :)



I'm so sorry and it's my least desire to hurt, disappoint, mess with or make other people feel angry. Especially my friends. If you're my friend, you'd definitely know that :)





*PAT

7.11.08

AS MUCH AS I'M HAPPY : An Emodramatic Approach

I'm actually ecstatically euphoric that I'm going home.
I spent sleepless nights for weeks thinking about going home.
And now, the day has come.



In 6 hours, I'll be on my way to the airport.
In 8 hours, I'll be checking in.
In 10 hours, I'll be boarding the plane.
In 13 hours, the plane I'm on is going to be landing on the runway.
In 13 hours and some minutes, I'll be stepping on Philippine ground.
In 13 hours and some minutes, I'll be breathing Philippine air.
In 13 hours and some minutes.



But as much as I'm excited about this.
I'm also sure that I'm going to terribly miss my roommates.

my room. my clustermates. my cluster.
even OH and S'pore (yeah, MAYBE xD)



I'll miss my room. I really would. It's been almost a year. And it's been one helluva almost a year. All the laughters. The crazy conversations. It's been great. It's been fun. It's been lovely. I'd miss them, no doubt.

Young 522. Start of 2008.
Pat (522-1), NianCi (522-3), Nica (522-4), Ivana (522-2)




Though we've agreed on staying together next year;
and we've written each other's name on our
who-you-want-to-be-roommates-with request form,
There's still no assurance that 522's coming back as 522 next year,
or at least even a different room number.


At this moment. I'm left all alone in this room.
522-2 went to the airport already. Flight's at 7something pm.
522-3 is on an orientation for the juniors.
522-4 is going to a halloween party.


Definitely won't see Wongso not til the 1st of January.
Not going to see Nica before I go because she's going to stay out tonight.
Will see NianCi, for sure :)
Called just now. Won't be able to come back on time :)


Guess how I chose the colors :P
No, it's not just because the colors are gay. lol

Guess, guess.



Same as this blog, this year started black and white.
Everyone got warmer, then came the colors.

And as this year comes to an end,
I guess, like everything else,
it ends like how it began,
black and white.
But surely, the end is much much better..
.. and bitter.
We got to spend all those memorable&precious moments together.
Yet we go home feeling that the past year was not enough,
that we were not able to cherish every moment of it,
and now, everything's changing and going right before our eyes.
And then we feel worse 'cause we know we can't put things back on how they were before.



And all we can look back on are the photos we took.


When we were dressing up...




When they were being gay.
..



When we were pigging out...




When we were simply being vain...




And when all ends at goodbye, see you next year
and I'm hoping that when I come back, you'd be there in the same room as me.


Our last night...





Before Wongso leaves...







----------------at around I can't remember what time, I was the only one left in the room--------------
oh yeah, I've mentioned it earlier in this post.

And before she goes out of that door,
the one she's been going in and out through all this time,
she looks back,
she remembers how it was before when she sees how it is now.
clean and empty desks.
empty shelves.
the mattress without a cover, left leaning on the wall.
desolate room, devoid of warmth and life.
she sighs.
she's thinking of staying.
she does not want to leave.
but something inside her is tugging, pulling.
the desire to go home.
and without any hesitation
she bids her last farewell, grabs her luggage, opens the door and leaves.





















I guess this is the end.
Of this blog entry. LOL
I don't think I was actually able to add
more drama; only more photos.
Well, that's it.
MISSING 522. BIGTIME.




*PAT









LATE UPDATE.

Wednesday. 05.11
morning 'til afternoon.
Georgine's birthday ^^
Went out and ate Chicken Rice @ The Big Bird, Balmoral Plaza.
Then went to Orchard then Plaza Sing xD
Got no pictures --.

around 6 up to I don't know what time
bought stuffs for cluster party @ Carrefoure, PS.
prepared&cooked food with cluster mates.
cooked noodles, sliced veggies, chicken meat, fishballs, other balls.
had cluster party.

MENU
main: steamboat
drinks: sprite, coke - mixed with orange concentrate
dessert: yoghurt, fruits, Honey Stars - mix as you wish



Photos speak louder than me.

Hello Jesslyn. Hello Novie.


Hello Wongso. Hello Jesslyn. Hello Novie.


Hello freak.. and bottle of orange concentrate.


Hello NianCi.. and humongous red tomatoes.



Thursday. 06.11
I forgot.


Friday. 07.11
morning.
had school. last day.
Not so very happy, actually.
Can't imagine not seeing my classmates everyday :O
But then of course I'm happy that I'm going home tomorrow.
at around 5pm. up to 6 something.
met up with YiSeul Dewdew! ^^
Missed her so much much!! x)
went to eat chicken rice @ The Big Bird, Balmoral Plaza.
now that I think of it, I had 2 BB chicken rice this week.
after that, walked around ACS Barker.
that area outside where the houses of rich people are found xD


YiSeul Dewdew <3


Annyeong Haseyo!


Saranghamnida, YiSeul!



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GOING HOME. in approximately 29 hours XD
Going to the airport in about 25 hours. :P

<333
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Done.




*PAT



4.11.08

NO MORE SUSHI FOR NOW, PLEASE.

Went to school for a one and a half hour AMath class. Back to the hostel. Watched ANTMC8.

Slept for an hour because I wasn't feeling well. Freaking cold+cough+sorethroat combo -.-

Then woke up around quarter to three to get ready for 522's SakaeSushi outing<3 xD

Took the MRT to City Hall and ate buffet at the SSushi there ^^


Photos speak louder than words :P



NianCi. Wongso. Pat
522 without Nica -.-



Yeyy. Japanese yumyums^^
You can just see how ecstatic Wongso is xD



Our interactive menu is 'temporarily out of service' Bummer. xP



So JapaNice xD


Yeyyy. Plates, plates, plates!
Colorful plates! xD



NianCi. Orders more~ xD


NianCi's emo because we made her eat everything we didn't want.
xD


Drinking the tea reminded me of Princess Hours -.- Oh how obsessed I was..


Wongso. Enjoying her mochi.
And talking to NianCi.
I sat on the other side of the table T.T


NianCi. Enjoying her mochi.


Pat. Trying to open the thing. Heh.
Yeah, the mochi's pack.



This is candid.
HAHA. Meee mocheee xD



Me. Again.
With the sushi plate covers.



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Look at the colors.
Oh yeah, Christmas is in the air
on my blog.
Eh, eh.. Never mind xD




Done.



*PAT