27.8.09

WHAT'S WITH ALL THE FUSS.

I sigh.

Done.



*PAT

23.8.09

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GOES TO SLEEP.

So I've been gone for a while.
And now I'm back.
Duh, obviously.


I've been very very very and is still really really really excited to go home.
87 more days to go, baybeh.

But 17 days before that, I must first face the big Os.
It sucks. Bigtime.


I've never been grade conscious.
I never cared if I screwed up. I never bothered about my tests.
But, honestly, I'm feeling the pressure now.
The creeping pressure.
Guess it's been there all this while. I was just either oblivious or unyielding.
I guess it's the latter.
And it's really difficult.
I've always thought that those pressurizing speeches disguised as pep talks would never move me.
But I guess I was wrong.

It might be the wake up call I've been praying for.
I've always thought I needed help. Perhaps someone or something to make me work harder.
Help came and I felt I was getting there.
But my attempts remain futile.
I guess it's never been enough.

Just like how you wonder why you can't ever make the basketball go into the hoop
when you're not even exerting enough force to get it in.

I suck at analogies.

And so I sulk. I sulk. I sulk.
And then I eat ice cream and everything turns bright and gay.


I screwed up.
I'm now moving on.
I'd never ever repeat the same mistake ever again.
So help me, God.
Amen :)



/I believe. I believe. I believe./



Done.



*PAT

8.8.09

IT'S WHEN YOUR LIMBS AND TORSO HURT.

Body pain.
Extreme body pain.
It's worse than NAPFA.
It doesn't hurt as much now though.
Slowly recovering.
Heh.



So, yesterday. 08 August 2009.


Jenny tortured me in the morning. We went jogging to Novena and back.
I jogged better than before so I'm actually happy about that.
But I guess my legs and feet would beg to differ.


I had some hours of rest, around 3 or so.
Then I was off to NUS with Anna, ate Candice, Hannah, Kat and RC for the Seniors' Farewell organized by our juniors, Batch 10!:D
So we had the usual, though not very usual, games and we ate and we camwhored.
Laughtrip to the max all thanks to all the awesome Pinoy iskolars. HAHA.
Btw. Batch 9 would have so won the trip to Jerusalem game if not only just because.. well, uhm.. just because.
Batch9 rocks. Cos love matters!<3

HAHAHAHA!XD


It ended at around 5. Went back to the hostel for the inter-house pirate-themed Night Race.
I thought conquering the 7 seas is no biggie but, yeah, I was wrong.
All the running, games and post-event thingimajigs may have seemed like all fun last night but not this morning (and until now, apparently. I moved a bit to lie on my bed and my back and everything else hurt) I'm not exaggerating, really. It's worse than NAPFA.

With a night event comes lightsticks and I got 2 last night.
I gave up one, though. We placed it in a lamp in one station. The pirate in charge said we'd get extra points. But we didn't. Another pirate in charge said that if we'd laugh at his joke, he'll give us extra points. We laughed damn hard. But we didn't get extra points.
I felt so cheated..
HAHA.
The Quidditch match was a bit disappointing too. Ask Neha; she'll know.
She was furious last night. But it was for the house anyway so I guess it's not a bad thing; her being mad, I mean. lolXD

Losing is okay and acceptable but losing with apparent injustice and bias imposed by (those who must not be mentioned) is downright frustrating.
Sorry, but it is. Well, I guess it's just me. Don't get me wrong, though. I'm not blaming anyone. I'm just saying what I felt. I'm already over it. Heh.

Anyway, back to the light sticks. So I had one left. And then Emma gave me another one since she had like 4 on each wrist. But then I just realized last night when I got back to my room that I only had one left D: I lost the one Emma gave me T.T
But, well, I still have one left to add into my light stick cup :)
In the end, the light stick continues to light on pretty-ly :)
And that makes me happy:)
Notice the smileys? Yes, cos I'm happy. HAHA.

I love light sticks.
I love how it awesomely exudes its neon-ity (sorry for the made up words HAHA)
when it's dark.
Too bad it doesn't last very long.
Like all of the other light sticks in my light stick cup.
Sad. Tragic. Really.

Moving on.
So we were the 2nd or 3rd house to get back to the dining hall first. But in the end I think we got 5th place.
Still happy anyway. I don't mind the not being on top part (also since I really think we would've won more games if everything was fair *gets slapped*)
What's important for me is, though it would be extremely cliche and shit, having fun with my house on the last house event of the year.

I'll miss Green House terribly.
But we shall not fret cos we'll be having loads more unnecessary house meetings with muffins provided by Ms. Susan and donuts by Ms. Siew Geok!
And we haven't had our Wii activity from Mr. Herwin, right? HAHA.

GREEN HOUSE ROCKS. OKAY!♥



Anyway. Moving on.
Yesterday was filled with Kpop.
Seniors' Farewell had Sorry Sorry and Nobody
and then we danced to Nobody during the post-event dance last night.
Oh how I love Kpop♥

Getting too long.
I'll finish this blog in a jiffy.


So yesterday's been really tiring and GAHHH.
Not to mention my hair, especially my fringe, being rather stiff in the end due to the green hair spray.. and the succeeding hairspray retouches which followed (and there were lots. We went crazy with the hairspray cans. HAHA) and blahblahblah.

So it's been tiring and really unglam but, hey, it will pass.
My body would soon stop aching and I'd get my voice back and my hair's all good now after showering last night (oh, yeah, my body too. washed off of all the sweat and grime8D)
But in the end, what's important is, and it would sound very cliche and cheesy again, the fun we had and the memories we had together that we'll treasure forever (and it rhymesXD)

So, there.
It's all good:)



Done.



*PAT

19.7.09

IT'S COMING.

IN 2MONTHS AND 2DAYS.
IT'S ON THE 22nd.

YOU'D KNOW THAT IF YOU REALLY CARE.
IF YOU'RE A REALLY UBER AWESOME FRIEND.
OR IF YOU'RE ONE OF MY 5673292864 (AND COUNTING) STALKERS.


YIPEE. YIPEE. YIPEE.


SO I'M TURNING 7TEEN.
AND I FIGURED POSTING A WISHLISHT.


MONTH IF NOT A YEAR'S SUPPLY OF MARSHMALLOWS

HUGE STUFFED STITCH
- I DON'T REALLY LIKE PLUSH TOYS BUT I JUST WANT TO HAVE ONE. HEHHH.

LEE DONGHAE, FRESH FROM SOUTH KOREA.
- YOU CAN ADD THE REST OF SUJU TOO.


OKAY, THIS SUCKS.
I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO ADD ON TO THE LIST.
D:

I GUESS JUST LOTS OF BIRTHDAY GREETINGS&WISHES WILL DO(:

& SIGNIFICANT IMPROVEMENT IN, IF NOT TOTAL, POVERTY ALLEVIATION AND WORLD PEACE IF THAT'S NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK.

+ THE CESSATION OF WORLD-WIDE "MAN-CAUSED" ENVIRONMENTAL DEGRADATION AND UNLAWFUL ANIMAL ABUSE.




Done.



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16.7.09

BADBOYS.

"Yale, the only thing she wanted more than me. That would be painful"
-Chuck Bass.
Oh, how I love him. I LOLed when he said this :)))


Got a new celeb crush.
Sonny With a Chance's Sterling Knight!
Well, it's the character who I actually like
- Chad Dylan Cooper.
Again, like all the others, he's funny and dorky<3
And his mouth's like Jaejoong's!!! REALLY!!!XD


That's all. My love interest list update.
Got nothing much and interesting enough to blog about. Gahhh.


My English. It's deteriorating.
I tell you. It really is.



----------------------------------------


♥.
Someone who'd form hearts
from staple bullets for me.
That's what I'd like to see.





Done.



*PAT

12.7.09

THISISNOTAHATEBLOG.

I've been quite irritable these past days, if not these past weeks or maybe these past months or at least ever since I've been aware that I've been. There's just things that get on my nerve, and some of these things I've finally noticed this past week. I mean no offense to anyone who'd actually feel offended; I'm simply sharing my opinion - cos that's what blogs are for, yes? And this is my blog.


Here they are, randomly listed.

1. BUSY, DND PLUS "don't even dare bother me lest you'll taste death"-kind-of-threats STATS.
If you're really THAT busy, then what's the point of going online? If you don't want to be bothered THAT much, then why not just sign out or at least go invi? Really, what's the point?

2. WHAT'S THE POINT OF WEARING A HEADBAND?
The second one gets me asking "What's the point?" too. I don't get it why people wear headbands yet they let their hair cover the whole okay I'm exaggerating half of their face. Really, what's the point of wearing a headband? Fine, I've done that but, hellooo, I was just camwhoring then. And I actually pushed back the rest of my hair and only left my fringe. When people do it that way then it's acceptable, IMO. But wearing your headband in a way that defeats its purpose? It would surely be embarassing when someone tells you "You don't know how to wear a headband, don't you?" in front of a number of people. Well, I guess you really don't anyway.

3. LOLing ALONE, LOUDLY. AND TOO MUCH.
It's just.. scary. I LOL alone when I'm watching my much-loved funny SuJu videos but I only laugh real loud when it's really really funny. But when you laugh THAT loud when you're alone and you laugh almost every minute, it actually gets irritating. Sorry, but it does. It's understandable when you're LOLing with people but when you're alone.. Well, try and catch my drift.

4. PEOPLE WHO CUT IN, ONLY TO SAY STUPID IRRELEVANT THINGS.
You'd know when it actually makes sense and when it doesn't. You know when it's actually necessary and when the person's just trying to get everyone's attention. Really, there are such people. And they just make me raise my left eyebrow. It might be funny at first sometimes but it get's annoying, trust me. So stop it, please. *insert smiley face here*



I don't actually hate the people who do these things. It's just what they do that irritates me.
What I've said is just my opinion. You have yours, I have mine. Respect mine and I'll respect yours.
But of course it would be so awesome if we'd actually agree on some things;-) HAHAHAHA. BI.

Just for the record, I'm not being bitchy here.
And I'm not trying to point out anyone in particular.
Guilty?
Well then, glad I was able to help. ;-)



Done.



*PAT

8.7.09

UPDATE. UP LATE.

Random. Starts here.

I love my roommates

"No, Paka. No"
"Don't worry, Tatsu. When you grow up, you'll show that old Puno."
-Wongso
You won't really get it unless you have The Whale Rider as your set text for Olevels Lit.


Jesslyn&Wongso, talking to each other in Indonesian/Hokkien. Getting louder and louder.
Ankeeta: Yay! Fight! Fight! Fight!

Wongso with her unintentional innuendos.
EVERYNIGHT.
Or perhaps she's just trying to convince us that she's innocent.


_______________________


My right hand, which I right at this moment officially name Righter (get it? Right+writer. Am I smart or am I brilliant?), almost died today. All thanks to three tests in one afternoon. The first one's Geog which tortured Righter for 40 minutes. Next one's AMath which lasted for 2 hours and 30 minutes, immediately followed by an hour-long English compo paper. Hello, Righter. All you still alright?

Righter still needs to brace himself (or herself. Currently experiencing an identity crisis) for another English compo paper tomorrow - a longer one, I believe so.


_______________________


There's this newly opened Singapore-style restaurant in Manila. At the Oceanarium, if I read and remember correctly. Go check it out. I highly recommend ROTI PRATA!;-) The restaurant's called MAKANSUTRA, again if I read and remember correctly.


_______________________


Prelim's coming in 19 days, according to Nica. Yes, she knows my test date more than I do. I should really start caring more.. Anyway, there'll be no test until Prelims itself. So.. gahh, fine. Must not slack all the time. Erm erm, okay. Hardcore mugging starting next week, yes? I'm in dire need of an impetus, really. Something. Anything.


_______________________


I've come up with my official requirements for a lifetime partner.
Just hope I'd be able to actually find one in this lifetime.

EITHER.

1. Korean celebrity who sings and dances very well and who's also really funny.
Think Donghae, Eunhyuk (sorry, Kristen><), HonGi

OR

2. A real-life version of Aladdin;-)


Will be updated or altered if certain circumstances permit.


*sigh* I need to learn to like boys first.
Real boys. Real non-Korean boys.
Real non-Korean, non-celebrity, normal boys.
Oh deymm.
I don't like boys.

______________________


I`m happy:-)
For myself.
For her.
For them.
For you.
For everyone.

Then I start to cry.
Wtf.

_______________________


END.




Done.


*PAT

4.7.09

SELF-PROCLAIMED FANGIRL.

CURRENT OBSESSION:
SUPER JUNIOR.

TOP(L-R): Kangin, Kyuhyun, Heechul, Sungmin, Yesung, Siwon
BOTTOM(L-R): Kibum, Hanggeng, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Eeteuk, Ryeowok, Shindong



I just realised I've been missing half of my life.
I've known them for years but I haven't really been paying much attention.
After watching their videos and variety shows, I completely got to understand why my fangirl friends have been acting the way they do.

I'm really really really hooked.
I come to school in the morning wearing a smile on my face (I think) cos I listen to their songs on my way to school.
I'm addicted to Sorry Sorry and I'm currently attempting to learn the whole dance. Got some parts already. Eunhyuk's part is really difficult. Really. Duh.

I love all the members.


Especially, of course, my Lee Donghae.
He's just so good in both singing and dancing. Not to mention being goodlooking. Complete package, yes?<3

Then there's Eeteuk. The uber cute and funny leader who's so adorable even when he's being so conceited. Love his crazy antics and his so kawaii face. Angel Teukie~ XD

Third in my list is Eunhyukie~ I love love love him when he dances. But, so as to not get murdered by Camille and/or Kristen, I don't like him as much as Camille and Kristen do;) He's just really good at dancing. Love love love. And and he's so funny! Especially in SuJu Full House!!! "Nice weather!" and "I like to collect cars everday." HAHAHA!

I like like like KiBum too!<3>

Hmmm. I like Heechul too! But only cos he's so damn funny!! HAHA! I used to think he looked perverted way back but now I gradually realised that he's actually really goodlooking;) He's so mean and funny and that's what I like about him a lot. Loved him in SuJu Full House. Loving him in Good Daddy (with HongGi!<3)xd


I like the other members too but I guess the ones I mentioned above are the ones I like the most:D But, kkk, I'll say something about the other members too^^


Siwon's really goodlooking. She has loads of fangirls, obviously, but I'm not really that attracted to him. Prolly cos I prefer cutey types rather than manly good looks. But he's a real gentleman and that's a plus. You don't see that often. And, oh. I find it so funny when he's being mocked by the emcee and the other members in Exploration of the Human Body (EHB) because of his hand gestures. Damn retarded! :)))

Next stop's Kangin. The most talkative among the group. He really stands out whenever they're in variety shows and talk shows. Really funny. HAHAHA.

Erm, there's Hanggeng, SungMin, Ryeowok, Kyuhyun, Shindong and Yesung (who really craves for airtime. Haha!)

So that's it, I guess.
I'm gonna go continue playing Sims3 now. :3

Oh, PS. Loving FT Island's HonGi.
His voice.. His voice!^^ And he's so funny in Good Daddy. Haha! Him and Heechul.


LOVE SUJU? I made a number of icons
(but got only of Donghae, Teukie, Eunhyuk and Kibum for now)
Check it out, kkk?;D
~me likes fangirling over SuJu





Done.



*PAT

16.6.09

:-♥



/icons/



/photomanipulations/



&more.
:-)




Done.



*PAT

12.6.09

I'VE GOT THAT BOOM BOOM POW.

FIRST&FOREMOST.

HELLO, HOLIDAY!!!
Though we'll only be together for two weeks, minus three days for Study Camp, I'm really glad that we've finally made it through all the long seemingly never-ending and lethargy-inflicting lectures. Not to mention the tempting desire to pon school everyday, yesyes.
We must spend these two weeks, minus three days for Study Camp, to the fullest and may we enjoy the time we'd spend together.
Hurray to us, my love:)



NEXT.

Mrs. Chan told us to avoid using "Secondly" as it makes the piece of writing seem like a market list.
See how obedient I am.


IN DISTRESS?

MUST DESTRESS.



Yesyes. I'm distressed. You got that right.
In spite of my sporadic hyperactivity due to my occasional overdose of ice cream, I truly AM distressed.
Especially now when I found out *this* and when I realized *that* and when I'm still anticipating more *insert something negative here, ie: STRESS* to come my way.
Yesyes. I'm distressed.


SO I MUST DESTRESS.

Awesome ways to do so

EAT
-Zuu, we're running out of food supply!! Reload&restock, please!

FACEBOOK
- taking the quizzes
-wall-to-wall with friends

SHOP
-must. hold. on. money's. coming. DX

DANCE
-awesome choreo for COC, yeah RC?;)

WATCH VIDEOS ONLINE
-ohayooo. movies, dramas and entertaining short vids!

SLEEP
-what better way to rest than to actually.. rest?! K, lame-o.

CAMWHORE
-nothing beats this. destress and feel better about yourself at the same time.

PLAY GAMES
-ie. dinerdash, chocolatier, etc. really relaxing esp. when you're earning loads of moneyyy

STUDY!
-uhm, lol. some people just can't get enough of this!;D

&above all, PRAY.

"My soul finds rest in God alone.."
Psalm 62:1

"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul."
Psalm 23:1-3


WITH THAT SAID,

I conclude this blog entry.
GO FORTH AND ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS!:)



Done.



*PAT